Journal

The First Word in the Silence

July 24, 2025

I don’t know if you’ll ever read this.But if you do—I want you to know something simple: I’m not writing

The Moment It Broke

July 24, 2025

You didn’t cry.You got cold. Then loud. Then violent.You told me to leave, then chased my car and threw rocks

Learning to Heal Without Closure

July 24, 2025

I used to think healing would feel like arrival.Like one day I’d wake up with no ache, no guilt, no

Amber Kalani Miller

Mark Peter Ragno

A Love That Will Be There Forever

If you never speak to me again, I will survive.
But you were never just someone I loved. You were someone I saw myself becoming more for.

I betrayed that. I stepped outside our promise, and no amount of pain I felt justifies that break.
You deserved better, and I offer no defense. Only truth.

But love that’s built on shame collapses.
So I am letting go of shame.
And if you ever want to meet me in that place—on the other side of the rage, the fear, the stories—I will be there.
Not in the same place you left me.
But in a new one, built on a stronger foundation.

Until then, the door is open.
There is no lock. Only time.
I still believe we were meant to build something lasting—
and if you ever choose to return, I would still marry you without hesitation.
Not because I need to fix the past,
but because I see the future more clearly now.

Until then, the door is open.

There is no lock. Only time.